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2006-01-02T11:24:00.001+08:00

i've moved to http://berls06.blogspot.com
do relink me.. (:
much appreciated..

`berls

JEALOUS

2005-12-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

ohh.. i haven sleep now.. how great can it be..
it's like i'm so damn tired.. arghs.. ):
anyways.. ya.. buddy leaving sg & coming back on the 31st.. ):
wells.. i contacted jesslin.. hee..
it's great knowing how's she's doing.. (:
oh wells.. work is still alright..
was so damn crazy after all.. ahhha.. (:
hmmm.. EVIL SHORTY!.. always make fun of pple.. *shakes head*
hui shi & me are like totally so PAI SEH.. ):
ohhh.. did i mention?.. there's this bung working, she looks alike alexius..
just tt her eyes are bigger than alexius.. ahhha.. (x
ohhhh.. at 1st i think she look alike ian but then notice her for quite some time..
she really looks alike alexius just tt her hairdo looks like ian(2 yrs ago) la.. (x

i gonna miss EVIL SHORTY lots..
she's leaving on thursday.. ):
arghs.. work life aint fun without her anymore.. ):

why shld u bother abt ma life when i dun have any relations with u..
aint u irritating?!.. i cant stand u at all!..
please get a life!.. do u need me to give u 1 cent to buy a life?.. (:
no matter who am i with, it's none of ur concern..
stop all ur sweet talkings.. it AINT gonna WORK at all..
it just turns me off so badly.. let me tell u this..
cos of guys like u exist in this world, tt's why girls rather stay single!.. (:
and i'm tell u this, i love being single now..
i love girls & i simply dunch care abt what u've told me eariler on..
-idiotic freaking guy-

I'M JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS..
i din even know why am i feeling this way either..
i just cant control it.. DAMN.. ):
-someone i treasure-

last but not least, sorry peeps..
i've been busy & tired recently..
please be understanding.. hee.. i promise we'll catch up soon, alrites?.. (:
dean, am really sorry abt it too.. i cant make it to the movies with u..
u ta care ya?.. study hard during 1st 3 mths.. (: JIA YOU

`berls

ahhha..

2005-12-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

I WENT BACK TO MELAKA.. (:
SUPPOSING TO STAY AT SPORE TO WORK.. (x
LUCKILY LAST MINUTE I CAN TAKE A DAY'S OFF..
FRI, SAT & SUN I DIN WORK.. ):
there goes ma $215 pay.. (rounded off)
ahhha.. i simply miss all ma friends in spore when i'm at msia.. ):
wells.. i got insomnia.. couldn't sleep at all..
i miss dear!.. ahhha.. she's blur.. (x

wells.. it's not tt wasted at all.. hee..

big time shopping at melaka.. (x

it feels damn great shopping the day off.. hee..

oh yesh.. i love mama.. she's human atm.. opps..

nvm.. shall give her $150-$200 on 7th jan when i get ma 2nd pay.. hee..

i adore mama.. she's so nice & nv stingy to spend on us.. hee.. *muacks*

last but not least, i miss tt girl who call me big baby..

so not used to it at all when there's nobody to disturb me.. (x

oh wells.. ahhha.. back to topic..

GRANDPA is so damn cute.. i love him lots..
ahhha.. he's REAL camera shy la.. aiyoyo..
he so so so cute.. so old but still cute.. hee..
i gonna ta photo of him secretly mans.. *faints*
i'm BIAS, i admit tt.. cos i nv love ma granny & grandmother at all..
i just simply LOVE only ma GRANDPA(dad's ah pa) & AH GONG(mum's ah pa)i love ma cousins.. wees.. living with them is like so crazy.. ahhha..ohhh.. avex cousin got gf again!?.. tt's FAST FAST FAST!.. (x

working later.. i cant wait mans!.. (:
i plan to meet yiya tml.. (:
i wanna meet her & i dunch care!.. (x
she's going holidays soon la.. ):
i owed her smt.. ahhha.. (x

`berls
-our love is nv satisfied without u-

All of Y.Ee..

2005-12-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

Have i mention tt Y.Ee is a evil girl?.. (x
ahhha.. she said blog is a waste so time..
nvm.. i love chatting with her.. (:
she's damn crappy & she dun behave like her age..
oh yesh.. i get to know her cos of adel.. (:
lalala.. Y.Ee.. sounds so cute.. ahhha..
the name like make me think of EEYORE!.. (:
lalala.. BUBU is nice nice.. ahhha..
she's a crappy lame friend.. wees.. (:
all i can say is tt i'm proud of ma life..
i'm proud tt i'm blessed with friends ard me..
ever so crappy, crazy, out going & fun.. (:

`berls <3 u guys *winks*

(:

2005-12-22T09:20:00.000+08:00

wees.. am counting the days.. (:
work is fun.. lalala.. make more new friends.. *winks*
dear is so sweet.. am happy upon receiving her smses.. (:
i adore *u* & i hearts *u* lots.. (:
alrites.. i gonna sleep.. am so tired.. ):
cant wait for saturday.. *smiles*
ahhha.. i'm still single.. i'm still a bung crazy after all.. (x
everyday go work, just to see one bung.. (:
ohhh.. i better stop it.. *laughs*
nvm.. i go for feelings one.. wees.. (:
i miss all ma friends.. (:

anyways.. ha.. surprising to receive jonathan goh's sms..
it was like so unexpected la.. wells..
i dunno what i'm feeling now.. but when i received his sms..
i'm just so damn moody.. *arghs*
perhaps it's just the past tt i'm damn upset with..
nvm still.. i've moved on & so does he.. (:

THANKS to someone dearest to me.. (:
thanks for the pants & shirt u bought for me.. ahhha..
love u manys & yesh, u will receive ur pressies soon..
it's a promises.. ahhha.. gonna miss u when u're away.. ):
i know u will miss me too, rites?..
please bring durains back for me, i simply will love u more.. (x

`berls

WEES~

2005-12-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

i love love love ma friends.. wees!..
i love love love ma "bao bao"..
Y.EE STOP CALLING MA BIG BABY!.. ):
later i BOX u arhhhs.. ahhha.. (x
later i piak ur butt arhs.. let u pain pain..
later u cry cry, i laugh laugh.. hee.. (x

`berls

QUIZ

2005-12-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

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I'M BORED BORED BORED.. ALRITES.. AHHHA.. THANKS TO ALL THE QUIZ I SAW IN FRIEND'S BLOG..

AHHH.. I MISS MA DEAR.. ):

KNOCKING OFF SOON.. YEY!.. I CAN SMS HER.. WEES.. (:

`berls

ahhha..

2005-12-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

wees.. back form work not long ago..
ahhha.. wells wells.. i'm looking forward to meet beth in person.. (:
esplanade soon with jace.. wees.. so happy.. ahhha.. (:
ahhha.. i loving milan sayang each day..
am so gald tt she came online on monday noon..
i love ma sweet sayang, ma pretty one.. hee..

for once, i think dear is damn sweet.. *hugs*
silly girl, din sleep for long.. ah bish!..
later health bad bad mans.. ):
ahhha.. morning calls next yr for sure.. (:
i'm nice, so praise me ya?.. ahhha.. kidding la..
i'm nice to certain pple.. only pple whom i cherish.. *winks*

ohhh.. work is so fun.. i guess i'm too crappy mans..
peeps laughing at ma lame jokes.. (x
life gonna be sian if i left the factory.. ahhha..
more sian if sock hong quit.. ):
nobody will be hyper & noisy with me already.. so SAD!..

for once, i feel so warm all over cos tt bung is near.. ahhha..
alrites.. think i'm really crazy abt it..
for time being only la.. hmmm.. (x
who can show me what's true love?..
i wonder who will be the next one.. ahhha..
wait wait wait & see.. (:

chatted with maureen.. she's really nice.. (:
hmmm.. am so happy tt pple ard me are just so nice & sweet..
one last thing.. i love ma butt.. ahhaa..
it's getting bigger & rounder.. *it's a joke*
*cheers peeps*

`berls
-i dun deny i'm just so crazy-

wees!.. dad's b/d (:

2005-12-19T02:50:00.001+08:00

damn.. i forgot to wish daniel & terrence happy b/d, 18th dec.. (x
alrites.. now is daddy's b/d, 19th dec.. wees.. (:
tml is ian's b/d, 20th dec.. ahhha..

what the hell.. later gonna work.. but i haven sleep at all.. ):
dunno if can go m'sia anots.. ahhha..
depends on the supervisors.. hmmm..
hopefully they all dun need pple on x'mas..
hee.. hmmm.. sunday went out with sis..
party at cynthia's hse.. her children are so damn cute..
went town aft tt with sis.. hee.. shop ard.. was tired thou.. ):

oh yaya.. forwarded some lame sms to mel..
dunno she will mind nots.. too nored la..
think of her.. ahhha.. (X
hmmm.. hopefully when she get her A's results..
she will be smiling.. ahhha.. (:

ohhh.. JASMINE is so pretty.. *drools*
when she reached cynthia's place.. hee..
oh wells.. photo shots with adrain..
i love him lots.. cute cute boy.. (:
how i wish i wanna have him.. ahhha..
he's really a cute cute, hyper active boy.. hee.. *hugs*
ohhh.. he's damn huggable.. ahhha..
i wanna give birth next time.. i dunch care..

i wanna have ma own kids.. wees..
they're just so cute.. ahhha.. (:
hmmm.. for once ma day is alrites..
gonna see ma crazy friends later.. (:
hopefully we will have the same break time..
ohhh.. hopefully can see tt cute bung.. ahhha.. (:

ma dear girl, thanks & i'm damn happy to receive ur sms this noon..
i heart u, i adore u, i miss u.. i cherish u..
i'll give u morning calls next yr.. *hugs*
u're used to it already.. ahhha.. (X

`berls

ahhha..

2005-12-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

friday met up with friends.. wees.. so happy..
then went to eat prata at jalan kayu.. (:
yiya's dad drove me to work.. feel bad thou..
nvm.. i treat him go eat when i got ma pay.. (:
hmmm.. headed work then.. *smiles*
bumped into a bung during break time..
both of us kanna shocked.. ahhha..
alrites.. ma reaction damn big.. tt she laughed at me.. ):
anyways.. tt bung cute la.. (:
always peep at her.. ahhha.. she's cute, innocent & guia guai type.. (:
i fancy this kinda bungs & stylish bungs but not ah beng bungs..
i scare of ah beng.. ahhha.. (:

for once.. ma temperature shot up when tt bung tt looks like 2 yrs ago ian stood beside me on saturday..
were sticking the labels on the hp(s).. wells.. (x
alrtes.. she's cute cute cute but i think another bung cuter.. (x
party later.. not going to work.. wees.. (:
alrites.. i admit i'm loud loud.. ahhha..
crapping with sock hong all the way..
hmmm.. i'm happy.. ahhha.. damn..
i was like actually laughing when others area working..
am i crazy?.. lols.. JIA QI is so cute & ya, she's dame nice.. (:

the most funniest thing tt happened on saturday..
SOCK HONG, u knew it.. ahhha.. (x
1st, the locker key, another is the uniform zip.. *gosh*
u nearly kill me.. was so worried mans.. ahhha.. (:
Lynnda din come work today.. ):
hmmm.. ROSE too.. tt pretty malay girl.. (:
ahhha.. nvm.. i get to know a malay girl..
wees.. the day is crazy.. of cos.. work life is tought..
tiring but it can be crazy & noisy with me & sock hong ard.. (x

i gonna sleep already.. later going out.. *ywans*
i'm looking forward to see chocolate, michelle, bertram & others.. (:
JASMINE too.. ahhha.. babes.. *smiles*

`berls
-perhaps perhaps perhaps-

phew

2005-12-16T09:20:00.000+08:00

as hyper as before.. wees.. esp tt sock hong..
with her ard, nv feel bored or quiet ones.. (:
lalala.. learnt smt new somehow.. wees..
job is so fun.. wees.. i learnt new things.. ahhha..
alrites.. tracy is a nice girl.. ahhha..
she's quite pretty too.. thou abit lian.. (x

hmmm.. lay teng always so tired ones.. (:
hui shi looked tired too.. ahhha..
alrites.. i slept for 12hrs 30mins before heading to work..
later meeting up with mj & yiya.. wees..
i miss them!.. in fact, alot of ma friends.. hee..
ohhh.. tt bung came back for work!.. ahhha..
cos on wednesday din see her.. but on thursday she turned up for work..
shhh.. alrites.. she's really cute la.. hee.. (x
look like those shy shy quiet innocent type.. hee.. (:

ahhh.. told sock hong abt maself, like what happened in sec sch..
ahhha.. she's like kinda okay with what i told her abt ma life..
hmmm.. i wanna wanna try to smile to others in the factory..
but like difficult.. cos what if i smile at others, they just turn away?.. ):
hmmm.. there's this bung look like ian..
2 yrs ago tt ian when i first know la..
joanna so good!.. she gets to work beside joanna.. ):
i so so so jealous la.. ahhha!.. no la.. i'm envious abt tt.. (x

nvm.. gosh.. think i'm kinda bung crazy again?..
ermmm.. HOW?!.. ): alrites.. perhaps i din see *her for some time, tt's why?..
alrites.. but am so happy whenever we contact.. ahhha.. (:
i love ma life.. wees..
someone asked if i wanna be att.. wells.. it's a tough question..
but perhaps ma ans now is no, i wont wanna be att..
i rather have a no status r/s.. *smiles*
tt's what i always wanted i guess..
at least when promises are broken, one would be so hurt la.. (:

it's been years since i've gone through so much in r/s..
be it with guys or girls.. a status or non-status r/s no longer matters to me anymore..
i'm sick of all these & i know i gonna have fun with life..
it's what i yearn for.. i wont wanna think of anyone..
i wont wanna think of ma past with anyone..
i wish i could not think abt it..
it's past past past.. i gonna look ahead the future..
for now, i'm happy with ma life..
happy with friends ard me, having a job too.. tiring but fun with ma crazy friends.. (:

i admit i'm hyper, i behave childishly, playful, wilful & crappy..
ahhh.. tt's me.. yesh i love to see pple smile & laugh..
i wanna smile & laugh too.. (:
i wanna be happy & not to be buried ma life with unhappiness..
one last thing, i love the songs Y.Ee sent me.. (:
many many thanks to her.. (:
i'm counting the days now & the rest of ma days too.. (:

`berls
-i aint gonna think of u & our past, byes to the past- (:

roars

2005-12-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

i still miss u so.. damn..
nvm.. start working later..
so it will me fine i suppose so..
arghs.. i gonna be strong..

`berls

working..

2005-12-14T08:15:00.000+08:00

monday went for orientation at factory..
was early.. reached at 7.10am.. but it starts at 8am..
started work one monday already.. hee..
working midnight shift.. (:
it's fun working in factory.. (:
oh ya.. there's bungs la.. hee.. 3 of them are so cute..
one look like beth mans!.. (:

ermmm.. wells.. monday afternoon, went to calvin's hse..
she really crappy, funny, playful & naughty la..
cant stand her.. ahhha.. she nv failed to make me laugh.. (x
hmmm.. wells.. tuesday, sock hong joined in.. hee..
her 1st day of work & it's ma 2nd day.. wees..
wells.. we're so hyper while others are like sleeping kidna.. (:
hee.. i miss ma friends!.. esp ma closest ones.. (:
piglet, pooh & tigger!.. yiya, calvin & lots more..
nvm.. i pictured them in ma mind already..
no matter how busy i gonna be, i'll rmb them.. (:

lalala.. same goes for fengyi, joda, mervix & mikko.. hee..
alrites.. gonna bath & sleep already.. hee..
i love mama & papa.. i love ah di & ah jie too..
they simply just care so much.. (:
till now then i realise that.. they're so worried when i'm working on the 1st day..
then sms & call me asked me how's work..
piglet too, thanks!.. i mean ya, she sms me before i start working.. ahhha..
at least working can keep me busy..
not to think of *u..

`berls
-i miss u guys & i love u guys ever-

fuck

2005-12-11T03:45:00.000+08:00

feelingless & senseless..
are there such words?..
ohhh.. tt's how i'm feeling now..
i'm sick of everything tt occured..
perhaps.. i've lied to maself tt i'm happy..
maybe i just cant face the reality..
i dun even wish to be friends with u..
it's pointless anyways.. lovers & friends are different..
if i could turn back time, i wont make the same decision..
sighs..

chocolate is sweet.. real caring..
thanks goddness i know her..
she's just like another sis to me..
ahhh.. hold hands while in night safari.
it's funny thou, i nv hold somebody's hand for so long..
her lil hand just make me think of some pple..
sighs..

it's all a mistake, hrash decisions made..
blamed nobody but oneself for all the misery caused..
but it takes two hands to clap as well..

`berls

night safari

2005-12-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

ermmm.. woke up in the afternoon..
then out with family except dad cos he went for weeding dinner..
bro's friend tag along.. his mum too..
dinner at pizza hut first.. hee.. (:
went night safari aft that!.. hee.. (:
wells.. met up with chocolate & others there too..
ermmm.. BERTRUM cut his hair.. ahhha!.. (:
ohhh.. took photos with snake & "cat"..

night safari is damn fun.. hee.. (:
ermmm.. anyways.. ya.. got korean & japan guys!..
they're dman cute i swear & chocolate got eyed on one guy..
yesh.. he's damn damn damn handsome one.. (:
hmmm.. lotsa babies lei.. all cute cute one.. ahhha!.. (:
ermmm.. headed home aft tt but ya.. so so so sian.. ):
opps.. nvm said bye to chocolate.. (x
she seems so tired.. ahhha!.. ):
wells.. a pity tt she cant go pula ubin tml.. ):
ahhh.. it's fun with her ard.. yaya.. wont feel bored de.. (:

ohhh, JODA gonna teach me "england" eh.. i gonna teach her "china" eh..
lols.. perhaps meeting carol.. wanna watch L word!..
gonna call her when i free.. hee.. oh gosh.. (x
hmmm.. joda went sentosa & i went safari.. hee..
alrites.. both of us did have contact with snake eh.. but different place.. lols!..

sighs.. perhaps.. i just need some time..
sorry i aint feeling very good.. so if i ever lost ma temper..
it's just too bad la.. so ya.. try not to piss me off..
arghs.. i hate tt fucking damn disgusting guy..
hell damn him.. he thinks he's great.. GET A LIFE la..
damn tt idiotic PISCES guy.. irritating sickening freako..
i wonder why u can lied to ur gf & treat her badly..
u knew it when u're at Priya's hse.. everybody knows it..

`berls

wees.. KTV

2005-12-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

wells wells.. ytd went for breakfast with yiya's dad..
then met wei chong at yio chu kang.. (:
job hunting.. ahhha.. then we talked quite alot.. (x
wells.. then we headed town.. (:
met up with charmaine awhile.. alrites.. 1st time talked to her.. (x
she's quite shy shy girl la.. ahhha..

ermmm.. wells.. met up with sis & calvin at ard 4pm..
calvin is so damn funny.. ahhha!.. esp the way she walked..
hmmm.. cos her button drop!.. O_o!"
muahaha!.. she told me to help her kept her things.. (:
alrites.. went to eat chicken rice.. she eat only pls!.. (x
ermmm.. shopped ard town to find presents.. hee..
alrites.. bought PIGLET SOFTIE for jasmaine.. (:
hopefully she likes it la.. cos i dunno what she likes..
wells.. am so excited to meet them!.. exchange present & all..
alrites.. headed to party world with calvin & sis..

calvin is definitely a good company la.. ahhha!.. (x
she & sis can clicked well!.. *gosh*
ahhha.. calvin's singing is damn good i SWEAR!..
ohhh.. she's just so funny & ya.. ytd aint wasted at all.. (:
wells wells wells.. calvin arhs.. real SIAO ytd.. (x
ohhh.. calls keep coming in.. wees.. busy woman ytd..
hmmm.. headed home quite early but ya.. cos sis got work..
ermmm.. sis is real crazy.. ahhha!.. those videos!.. (x

calvin bullied ma sis.. wanna talked to her dun wanna let her slp!..
ahhha.. cos i'm bathing la.. *laughs*
hmmm.. CRAZY la calvin.. asked me how's ma sis's impression of her!..
OH MA GOD!.. ahhha.. real siao.. lalala

online at ard midnight all the way till 5 plus in the morning..
wells.. slept at 6am like tt.. ):
anyways, helped jed with those photos.. ahhha! (:
hmmm.. yiya's dad called at ard 8 plus in morning..
then calvin is kinda enough to give me morning call.. (:
wells.. supposing should be going out with mj & yiya..
damn the bad weather!.. *arghs* tt's why u end up in lot 1 rotting awhile..
then headed to mj's place.. hee.. slept there thou.. (x
slept till 4.40pm.. ermmm.. then out with yiya's dad & a auntie..
alrites.. been messaging with friends.. gosh..
ma bill already burst.. messaging on jobs thingys.. ahha (x

oh wells.. day out was still alrites.. hee fun thou..
but yet.. tiring la.. din slp enough.. hee.. (:
tml, heading out too!.. night safari!.. wees..
hmmm.. what else!.. ohhh.. sunday going to pula ubin.. (x
oh yesh!.. gonna love it mans.. lols!.. (:
mama, you finally bring us out!.. hee.. (x
lalala.. monday starting work!.. damn.. i dunno if i shld go anots..
lotsa pple tell me fatory work no life.. *faints*
nvm.. i think i will at least work a month la pls..
i need money badly!.. gonna get so many stuffs.. ahhha!..
the factory quite far thou.. ermmm.. at yio chu kang mans.. ):

ahhha.. i gonna catch some sleep later on.. i aint gonna be online later i guess..
pooh & tigger din online ytd.. BORED!.. ):
ahhha.. anyways, piglet & tigger!.. u guys arhs.. aiyoyo!..
so dramatic CAN!.. ahhha.. nvm.. i knew it right from the start..
i still choose to love u guys.. u guys simply rocks!.. (:
happy happy crazy family.. ahhha (x

ohhh.. if factory work i cant make it.. i gonna call Anthony mans..
or rather the swissotel banquet to ask ard.. hee..
anyone wanna job?!.. come come ask me for numbers.. (x

`berls
-i'm tired-

ouuttss with friends again

2005-12-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

went to yio chu kang mrt.. ahhha..
then met yiya's dad!.. hmmm.. tea at coffeeshop..
then back to yio chu kang again..
then to town.. meet mei yee in town.. (:
wees.. cabby driver!.. SICK!.. said i looked like 22 yrs old!..
he bloody BLIND izzit.. damn.. i'm only 16 la!..

nvm.. tt taxi driver still alrights.. he dun look like his age..
i think he's a used-to-be ah beng la.. ahhha..
wells.. he asked where i stayed.. *faints*
mei yee indeed is a nice good job hunting partner.. (:
ohhh.. she's really funny!.. can nv stop laughing if u're out with her.. (:

met shiks & izzah after tt.. *smiles*
izzah bought his bro along too!.. cute lil handsome boy.. hee.. (:
wells.. he's quiet at 1st.. but he's really hyper active.. ahhha!..
hmmm.. headed to marina square to meet up with pat.g.. (:
mei yee went din come with us cos she needs to be home early..
hmmm.. kris, john & other guys were at marina square too.. (:
blah blah blah.. walked ard.. the went to arcade with izzah, kris & izzah's lil bro..
tt's crazy.. it's been long time since i step into arcade.. (x
anyways.. kris is funny guy.. oh boy!.. (:
ahhha.. then we meet up with shiks & pat.g outside arcade..
then walked ard.. we saw jess, sherie & cindy.. hee..

do some chattings with them.. jess hot hot!.. (:
hmmm.. aft tt.. we went off.. izzah bought ice-cream!..
i wanna izzah be ma sis too.. she dotes her lil bro!.. (:
ytd is madness!.. played ard.. exchanged shoes & all..
ohhh.. i rmb smt!.. IZZAH shoes fly high up into the sky..
ahhha!.. laughers all the way!.. tt's really crazy.. *laughs*
hmmm.. izzah left at ard 6.30pm.. hmmm.. then we met up with mj at marina square.. (:
tt girl!.. was abit blur when she reached marina square.. ahhha..
nvm.. i think she's abit excited to see kirs & all.. (x

photo shooting time!.. lotsa photos taken.. wees!..
simply love them lots.. ahhha!.. (:
life will be so boring without them mans!.. *gosh*
lalala.. headed to town them!.. took the shuttle bus to city hall mrt.. (:
then saw this malay bung!.. her gf.. *PUKES*
wells.. the mj siad it's the instructor!.. *faints*
tt bung yandao sia.. the gf fierce like shit.. keep staring kinda.. :S
took mrt to town with shiks & mj.. (:
pat.g & kris went home.. ahhha.. sad sia.. ):

hmmm.. reached town!.. went taka to get mj's bro's stuff.. (:
kinda tired at tt time mans.. abit sleepy.. (x
blah blah blah.. went to cine.. (:
met up with jovi awhile!.. she look abit like lobster!.. *laughs*
left cine then met up with RYANN lao gong!..
RYANN MADE US WALKED SUCH A LONG DISTANCE!.. ):
shiks.. sorry arhs say ur gf like tt.. ahhha!.. (x
anyways.. some pple just BARKING away for no reasons..
but tt person dun look like a dog to me.. in fact.. a PIG..
do pig just love barking?.. i thought pig dun bark ones?!..
nvm.. shouldn't be bothered by this kinda pple!.. HA..

headed home aft tt.. ermmm.. chatted with konane a while..
wells.. was so so tired & i just kinda feel unhappy..
smt might happen whenever i'm feeling this way..
damn.. hate this shit.. *arghs*
whatever it may be.. i dun wish to find out..
i rather not know anything.. (:

suppose go tanning today!.. mj, nv wake up.. ):
ahhha.. nvm la.. today the weather also like shit..
like wanna rain rain like tt.. ):
GIGI LEUNG'S photos so nice.. (:
wathone i mean.. hee.. she looks like gigi leung.. (:
chatted with pooh bear!.. gosh..
she needs 30 mins to change?!.. or even more.. ahhha..
i'm abit blur thou while chatting with pooh bear.. (x

haven been chatting with tigger & pooh bear for quite some time.. ):
nvm.. i still see piglet most of the time.. lols!.. (x
tml heading out again!.. wees.. going out with jia jia..
ermmm.. later meeting sayang milan.. hee.. (:
oh gosh.. i just miss her.. hee.. (:

i'm feeling so so so SIAN now.. ):
din sleep well last night thou.. sighs..
wells.. perhaps i haven totally gotten over u for the past 2 yrs plus..
perhaps all the pple i like are just ma crushes..
sometimes i really wondered why will i still think of u?..
izzit cos u're ma very 1st & the one tt i like so deeply?..
yesh i tried to move on but it turn up yucky..
i wanna keep maself busy to stop thinking abt u..
i jsut wanna be busy.. i dun wanna think anymore..

`berls

TOWNING!..

2005-12-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

aha!.. friday went town with mj & her mum!.. (:
met up with carol.. hee.. wells!.. met up with buddy & ah dong..
went to watch SAW 2 with mj.. hee..
Ah dong & yiya went off aft we finished our dinner!.. (:
wells wells.. then carol & mj's mum watched another show.. weess..
SAW 2 is really nice.. i like gross shows!.. (:
hmmm.. saw snaile & her gf.. aha!..
what a coincidence!.. (:

hmmm.. on saturday, went to JB with mum..
got the tickets!.. wells.. then went home again..
headed town aft i bath.. cabbed down to meet mei yee.. (:
lalala.. walked ard.. hee.. JOB HUNTING actually!..
wells.. then we chatted alot alot.. ahhha..
out with mei yee is so fun!.. i love it.. (:
wells.. dinner at coffee club express.. nice food!.. (:
alrites.. i've been playing ard during holidays!.. ):
i'm so BORED playing now!.. *arghs*
we're DESPERATE for job now!.. shits..

wees!.. today i went to Aruna's place with sis!.. (:
she's very pretty indeed.. in her sari.. aha!..
wells.. then i bumped into mj & her mum at mrt there!.. (:
alrites.. am still tired thou.. ):
wells.. after we left Aruna's place, sis & me met mum at jurong point..
damn hell.. i HATE tt place.. FUCK SHITS!..
it just brings me back memories.. i HATE it alot..
hee.. anyways.. dun mind abt tt!.. (x
shopping ard!.. sis bought 2 pants.. muahaha..
nth seems to interest me at all.. just got no mood at all.. ):

22nd dec i'll be having gathering with pri sch friends.. (:
then 27rd dec might be going ah dong's chalet.. ahha!
wells.. then the rest of time if i'm free, i'll meet up with Feng Yi.. (:

i'm looking forward of seeing ma cousins again!..
hee.. i'm looking forward meeting new friends & stuffs.. (:
alrites.. but now.. i gonna FIND A JOB & earn money..
i wanna get so many stuffs.. ):
wells.. perhaps ma expected salary is just too much?!.. ):
damn.. i expected 1.5k per month.. izzit alot?..
i dun mind working 12 hrs per day just to earn 1.5k per month..

`berls
-love thingys all are bullshits-

oouutts

2005-12-02T04:50:00.000+08:00

1st Dec' 2005

reached home quite late from town aft prom..
slept at 5.30am.. *yawns*
wells.. THANKS for the cab home JOHN PAUL!..
u guys gonna thanks me for the drinks as well..
alrites.. we're even now.. aha!.. (:

ermmm.. met mei yee at 3.40pm like tt..
then headed town.. looked for jobs!.. (:
chatted alot too.. hee.. (:
took photos as well.. hahaha..
then met up with yiya, saha, yu min & mj.. hee..
headed to coffee bean to have drinks!.. (:
aft tt mei yee went home..

ohhh.. i love aaron's spec.. it's nice!.. (:
aaron.. i love ur specs not u.. aha!..
if both of us are str8, i'll go for u!..
cos u're cute & handsome.. *laughs*
wells.. day out was tired.. but fun thou!..
i know they definitely like the way i walked into world of sports wisma!.. (:
lalala.. mei yee is such a nice girl..
so crappy & funny one.. hee.. i suppose tt's why we click well?.. (:

`berls

PROM!

2005-12-02T04:40:00.000+08:00

30th Nov' 2005

Prom night, it was GREAT!.. (:
many many pretty ladies there & dudes too..
ermmm.. wells!.. photos taking here & there..
games on too.. it's really crazy!.. (:
aha.. wells.. after dinner, there's DJ paying music for us to dance..
so HAPPENING mans.. not gonna forget this day.. (:

after tt went to drink with friends.. *smiles*
shah, adi, hafiz, nash, levees & john paul.. (:
john paul!.. is actually not bad la.. but sometimes he's really GL!.. aha!..
nvm.. i'm GL too!.. to certain pple!.. *smiles*
it's fun hanging with them thou.. *winks*

alrites.. i'm shocked tt aufar can dance well..
carrick too!.. *gosh* i was like WOAH!.. (:
constance & classmates too!.. HOT CHICKS!.. (:
everybody looked nice!.. goregous!.. (:
i'm HAPPY cos we all enjoyed ourselves one last time.. hee..
the 4/1 peeps are fun to be with!.. (:
THALI & PAT danced well too!.. *claps*
the guys were hot & they strip!.. nice body they have!.. *smiles*

`berls

......

2005-11-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

out the day with mei yee & sister..
mei yee so cute & funny.. aha!.. (:
hmmm.. was tired thou.. ):
i felt sleepy!.. ):
prom tml.. hee.. so excited!.. (:
saw yu min & levees in town as well!..
levees very white lei.. (x
i like her hair.. aha!.. (:

`berls
-i need air-

wees

2005-11-28T19:10:00.000+08:00

wells.. woke up & went to have ma hair trim!.. (:
alrites.. sicko.. i got aunt's visit..
i din go tanning today.. aha!..
sometimes i pity ma sister, adel..
ermmm.. i HATE pple to ill-treat her.. FUCK THEM!..

been home the whole day.. aha..
wei jian came over to visit me.. how sweet!..
i'm BAD cos i din send him off.. *laughs*
am gald cos he's caring.. *smiles*

oh wells.. i feel better after smsing with joey(ma tigger)..
thanks tigger for everything.. cos all i can think abt it to sms u..
aha.. it's nice to know joey thou.. crappy person JUST like me!.. (x
ohhh.. wondering when will mj be back & i saw tt she's just online!..
hmmm.. i think Yiya called me ard 2 plus in the morning..
but i sleep already.. damn.. she's in genting anyways.. (:
bet she is enjoying herself there!.. have lots to catch up with friends!.. (:

ermmm.. aint really feeling good at all.. i dunno why..
perhaps i'm just so tired abt everything..
since u marked the number 12.. i shall mark the number 28..
it's just hard for me to continue.. perhaps.. pls give me some time to cool down..
maybe i'm selfish, maybe i dun understand u well enough..
maybe i'm just over reacting for what had happened..
i'm sorry.. i need some space now..

`berls

arghs

2005-11-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

went out whole day.. so tired!..
din have enough slp.. ):

`berls

great day..

2005-11-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 26 Nov' 2005

woke up at 10 plus in the morning..
met sister at 2pm at her workplace..
headed to east coast park..
her friends were there.. organise some outing..
aha.. then went cycling lo..
ermmm.. it started raining heavily.. ):
went into the shelter..
her friends are nice.. hee.. (:
especially tt rachel lo.. aha!.. (:

wells.. played bowling & all after cycling with them..
alrites.. so funny la.. lols!.. (x
oh ya!.. forgot to mention!.. saw Shuang Ru lei!.. aha..
tt tanned babe!.. *smiles*
Ah B drove us around.. hee.. went to eat again.. (:
then went to sentosa to relax awhile..
took some photos!.. *smiles*
i wont mind having a boyfriend like tt!.. (x
alrites.. i'm dreaming.. aha!..

it's like 11 plus going to midnight.. O_o!"
wells.. i've enjoyed maself the whole day.. hee..
i miss all ma sayangs!.. ):
wells.. i'm bored.. i wanna work.. aha!.. (x
looking forward prom night eh!.. (:
Kent called me thou.. aha.. crapped a little..
yesh i let him down before but it's better to be friends somehow.. (:
one gonna learn to let go & move on, isn't it?.. (x

Sunday, 27 Nov' 2005

Ah B drove us home ard 12.30am.. *smiles*
it's really nice of him.. aha.. michelle & rachel, sorry abt it mans..
tt u girls got not enough space.. aha!.. (x
it's too cramp at the back ya.. (x
oh lalala.. i love hanging out with older pple.. (:
fun & more fun.. *winks*

arghs.. gonna visit grandparents early in the morning..
gonna wake up at 8am later?!.. DAMN!.. ):

`berls

piangs

2005-11-25T16:25:00.000+08:00

woke up at 3pm.. aha!.. cos ytd slept at ard 3 plus in the morning.. (x
woke up already, got a lot of smses.. O_o!"
ermmm.. got miss calls from sis & friends as well..
Steph & Joey are just so funny.. aha!.. (:
indo-chi sia.. wees.. *smiles*

ermmm.. going to meet sister later.. hee..
wells.. am so bored right now mans..
hmmm.. got primary school gathering..
it's 22nd dec & 23rd dec.. ):
but dun think i can make it on the 23rd cos i'll be away..
wells.. cant wait to find a job la.. damn.. ):

i've been dumping into shikin these dew days..
aha.. that shikin from Sec 5 last yr.. (:
wells.. tanning session on monday with silly & calvin..
but calvin told me she cant make it.. *arghs*
nvm.. shall go with silly lo.. ahaa!.. (x
anyways.. who wanna go tanning on monday?!..
let me know pls!.. the more the merrier.. (:

silly, am sorry!.. aha.. cos i din reply ur smses on time..
i woke up so late u see.. aha!.. i know i sleep alot..
hope u have fun at work.. *laughs*

`berls
-wish i can be by your side to ta care of you-

sighs

2005-11-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

attened wake at s'pore casket with friends..
ms tan passed away.. wells..
was sad thou.. been naughty in her class..
used to bullied her & all..
sherie yun fang, jess & me teared..
it's really heart aching when u know a good teacher just part from this world..
i really dun understand why such a good person part so early..
why is god do unfair?.. why ms tan suffered so much..
sighs.. ms tan, may u rest in peace..
u shall stay in our memories..

town outting cancelled.. sighs..
nvm then.. headed home.. (:
took a bath & went out again..
met Josh, ma silly & Calvin la..
they 1st time meet one another.. hee..
went to marina square to eat.. wees..
day out with them, so fun!.. (:

HUMPH!.. silly & calvin tortured me!.. ):
calvin u messed ma hair & silly, u aint any better..
u good!.. i'll remember.. tickle me & stuffs..
at least u din mess ma hair or else i'll just scream.. aha!..
hmmm.. wells.. i wont do nothing to them at all..
silly u scare of tickle too hor!.. aha..
calvin.. thou u're not scare of tickle!..
but u & josh should jolly know what i done to u!.. (x

hmmm.. walked around & stuffs..
silly!.. u lied on ma lap.. aha.. damn itchy can!..
cos of ur hair la.. (x
better sleep early hor!.. tml got work!.. (:
u guys sure abt the tanning session?..
confirm with me again.. *smiles*
calvin & silly clicked well thou.. hee..
ohhh.. 2 cute girls working.. hee.. (:

am tired.. aha!.. oh ya!.. (:
chatted awhile with edwin ytd.. (:
she's 21 yrs old & she's a prision officer!..
sound interesting thou.. hee..
i miss ma honey bear.. it's been long since we chatted?..
i'm sociable.. tt's me.. cant believe tt silly & me can click thou..
cos it's the 2nd time i meet up with her!.. after 2 yrs!.. lols!.. (x

`berls

outta

2005-11-24T03:24:00.000+08:00

went to lot one to meet si lin with sis..
passed her present..
jamie was there too..
after tt went to azreen's hse.. (:
massaged for azreen.. hee..
left azreen's place then headed to meet wei jian..
celebration is fine.. but i'm kinda sad..
jerome din go over!.. ):

cabbed home.. left wei jian's place at ard 2.50am..
supposed to leave at 2am but he kept me back..
had fun thou.. wei jian's sis is so cute.. aha..
his cousins as well..
hmmm.. gonna wake up early in the morning!.. ):
been going town these few days.. aha..
town again later with shiks & mei yee.. (:

i'm just so bored at home..
i rather rot outside la.. (x
ohhh.. forgot to mention i saw gabriel in town on wednesday..
ahhhh.. he's smart & nice looking la.. nice characters as well..

alrites.. gonna confirm with silly at 3pm if we will be meeting up..
silly!.. sorry!.. i just saw ur sms!.. (x
i switched off ma hp u see.. hee..
silly, next time dun need wait for ma reply, okies?..
u tired then go sleep mahs.. aha!.. (:
u're such a nice friend thou.. wees..
u live up the name of silly.. muahaa!..
*hugs many many*

anybody wanna go out or whatever just tell me..
aha.. if i'm free, i'll go out with u guys.. (:
any jobs to recommend also can arhs..
i gonna bath & sleep already.. bye peeps..

`berls

TWIST OF FATE!..

2005-11-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 22nd Nov' 2005

science MCQ!.. am confidence, i am.. hee..
physics is easy but chemistry abit tough!.. (:
1hf is just nice for me.. hees..
45 mins, i finished doing all the questions on the booklet itself..
wells.. 2 mins of shading.. then the rest of time.. i checked ma answers & workings.. (:
i am really happy mans!.. cos when i done ma revision for science..
there's a few questions that actually come out for O's!.. (:

wells.. headed homw after paper.. hee..
ermmm.. then what i done arhs!.. oh ya!..
prepared maself.. need to go out..
went to esplanade with sis..
to catch the "TWIST OF FATE" play.. (:
it's really nice man!.. (:
saw LILY!.. alrites.. far from what i thought thou..
however, she's really cool.. no wonder sis abit siao one.. aha!..
no la.. more like i'm the one who is so siao.. (x

ermmm.. there were a few bungs there!.. (:
alrites.. i swore there were PL too!.. (:
it's just obvious, so dun ask how i spot..
wore the tude dress out & put abit of make up thou..
aha.. Haly was like so shocked to see me..
she like, "woah, u wear till so nice arhs?.."..
i was like.. "HAR?!".. aha!.. siao siao..
HALY looked like green apple pls!..
she's really green la!.. *laughs*
wells!.. Aruna is so nice looking.. (:
she resembles ma sayang milan.. aha!..
then i think of sayang when i saw Aruna.. (x

alrites.. 5 ladies & 3 girls caught ma attention thou..
those 5 ladies, so high class!.. the way they talked & the way they dressed!..
3 girls, causal wear, girl school looks too.. the way they bitch abt pple.. (:
alrites.. i'm abit siao thou.. aha!.. (x
ermmm.. felt abit cold thou.. hands cold but not ma body..
after "TWIST OF FATE", went to boat quary..
thought there's a 24-hrs mac sia.. aha!.. but it's not..
walked all the way to bra basah.. there's 24 hrs Mac there..
took our dinner there lo.. hee!.. (:

alrites.. sis & me were abit siao.. took photos somehow..
aha!.. i like the lamp post one!.. aha!.. (x
wells.. i forgot something!.. walked pass tiki bar..
then 2 guys were asking, "hi ladies, finding something big & long enough?."..
WHAT THE HELL MANS!.. *gosh*
totally disgusted by their words.. *PUKES*
damn.. i should have play along with them as sis taught!..
i should have say this to them, "i dont think urs are big & long enough." & "why not u show urs to me right here?"..
i bet if i say tt to them & they show me, i'll take ma digital camera to take photos of it!..
then i shall call the police & have them arrest!.. (:
how nice of me ya?.. i know.. *winks*

`berls

Wednesday, 23rd Nov' 2005

ermmm.. reached home quite late.. MORNING!.. so tired thou!.. ):
wells.. woke up at 8am or even earlier but fell asleep tt..
got smses.. Jo!.. u can actually wake up so early?!..
or rather din u sleep at all?.. *faints*
hmmm.. wells.. am so guilty & sorry tt i cant accompany Jo to gotham penthouse today..
i wanna go but i just cant.. cos i need to have a celebration with ma ex..
i'm sorry jo.. really am sorry.. i shall make it up to u another day & i promise i'll give u a treat.. (:
wells, dean, i'm sorry tt i din reply ur smses cos i was out ytd!..
i rmb tt i told u abt it in school, rights?.. (:

slept till 10am then sis woke me up!.. O_o!"
arghs.. am really tired.. i hardly sleep well la..
went out with her.. went to shenton way..
met up with shuang ru.. hee.. (:
then headed to town after that..
had lunch at mos burger.. in fact, ma breakfast + lunch..
after that went to herden lo.. sis wanna make spec..
damn.. i wanna make new specs too..
saw a few specs, nice nice.. all kinda branded thou..
but they're having promotions anyways!.. END YR SALES i mean.. aha!.. (x
i dunno if i should get Gucci, Guess, Levis, Chanel or Giorgio Armani spec..
the guess one is in red in colour.. Gucci, one is green in colour, red & orange(3 of different designs thou)..
Levis one is those frameless type & i look very guai.. Chanel one is in black.. the Giorgio Armani one is in red too!.. but the design is really nice.. got patterns also one.. (:

arghs!.. i cant come up with any decisions thou..
if only i'm born on a sliver spoon family!..
i'll get all of them.. what for think so much.. sighs..
i've been towning a few days already.. (:
so sian already.. wanna work la.. aha!.. (:
i like the number 12 (:

gonna get prepared again.. heading out soon..
thanks sam, jed, jesslin & those whom i asked for ur opinions on spes!..
ta care lots peeps!..
RUNNI!.. sorry tt i mistaken u for another person tt day on msn.. aha!.. (:
shall catch up soon.. call me when u're coming to bp.. hee..
or rather i'll call u when i go over cck.. (:

`berls

2005-11-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

woke up at dunno what time..
online & chatted with friends!.. (:
SAM CHUA is so nice.. nice to chat with..
SILLY also.. aha.. (:
Jeddi is still alright.. gonna know more i guess?..
ma day is still alritght thou..
i miss so many of ma sayangs!.. (:

went to collect digital & mp3 player.. (:
headed town then.. hee..
lotsa bungs i swear!.. wees..
saw Sean at cine lei!.. (:
wells.. went to taka too.. aha..
ermmm.. saw JED with her friends.. (:
she's really cute & shy la.. aha!..
i'm sorry girl.. abt the A's thingy, i'm just kidding!..
i'm really happy.. aha!.. LISE is all i ever wanna..
i just cant stop missing her thou..
been busy lately for work?.. sighs..
there goes our conversations in msn.. ):

JUST LIKE HEAVEN is nice!..

guys, go catch it ya!..

alrites.. to those peeps i chatted with last night..

sorry abt it cos i'm just siao la.. aha!.. (x

silly, thanks for the sms.. aha!.. u're really sweet!..

meet up soon cos it's gonna be 2 yrs since i meet u!..

opps.. i forgot!.. i saw balqis sayang!.. wees..
SHIKIN too.. not shiks.. but the shikin from sec 5.. (:

`berls

ahhh..

2005-11-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

ytd woke up at 5pm wors!.. (:
ermmm.. whole day at all.. so BORED!.. ):
ahhh.. morning(today) went out with Yiya, her dad & her dad's friend..
went to eat prata!.. (:
headed home after that.. i think i reached home ard 2.30 or 3 in the morning..
wells.. used computer.. chatted with friends.. (:
i'm fucked up with this comp mans..
damn.. let's not mention abt it..

wells.. i slept at around 7 plus in the morning..
smsed Jesslin.. aha!.. i know i'm lame..
cant think of anyone le mahs..
then sms her.. lols..
YIYA called me at 11.30am!.. ):
then i woke up le la.. aha..
wasn't really very tired la..
ermmm.. wells.. then i went out with mum & sis..
went town!.. hee.. lalala.. so happy..
i got earings, shirt & shoes!.. (:
took ma breakfast + lunch + dinner at far east.. hee..
CHICKEN RICE!.. (: it's nice i SWEAR!.. (:

wells.. lots of pple in town today!.. (:
bungs all around sia!.. *winks*
but i rather look at their gf.. aha!..
alrites.. thou there's many bungs today in town..
but only 2 of them caught ma attention!.. (:
girls aint pretty at all.. only 3 girls caught ma attention..
OH YA!.. saw a few couples of PL sia!.. O_o!"
ahhh!.. I WANNA WORK LA!.. SO BORED AT HM!.. ):
i'm so happy.. hee.. cos i get to see ma buddy yiya!.. (:
i miss some of ma friends thou.. ):

`berls

ohhh ya!.. (:

2005-11-19T03:13:00.000+08:00

it's 19th nov now!.. *laughs*
alrites.. 3 more days & papers gonna be over..
sad to say tt wednesday cant go tanning with sayang they all.. ):

anyways.. moses's birthday party was nice!.. (:
hopefully he like all his presents & he enjoyed himself!..
wells wells.. chill with annie mei for awhile!..
it's been some time since we chill with one another!.. (:
aha.. it's good tt she's with zi jing now.. *winks*
it's crazy.. crazy in town with friends!..
especially tt yun fang!.. aha!.. ANNOUCEMENT!.. she's ma new wife!.. (:
she's crazy like siao.. aha.. life is so more happier with them!..
Jessica & Sherie too!. hee.. (:
they're so pretty today & i'm like boyish.. ):
oh ya!.. shared money to get moses's present!..
he gonna love it alot.. *laughs*

hopefully can get jobs soon.. especially in factories..
i dun ming long working hours but with high pay!.. (:
i wanna earn at least 1.2k to 1.5k per month..
i'm not ashame to say this, i'm desperate for money..
i need to get lotsa stuffs for maself.. (:
however to lessen ma parents' burden.. sighs..
LEVEES is so bad to me!.. i'm so SAD!..
she showed me that korean guy in her hp.. ):
ma idol la!.. it's her idol too.. aha!.. (x
nvm abt tt.. took photos with friends.. hee.. (:
i'm happy.. lalala.. just love taking photos la!..

john paul was funny!.. anyways.. thanks for the few puffs!.. (:
lalala.. i like kids.. they're cute.. (:
thou irritating when they started screaming & crying.. (x
alrites.. "bra" meer really got sexy body.. no wonder known as sexy kia!..
ma "1 day papa" nash is skinny!.. O_o!"
ALFY!.. aha.. nice body too.. (:
left at around 12 plus in the morning..
cabbed home with moses, "bra" meer, "1 day papa" nash & Levees.. (:
was so tired thou.. *laughs*
reynold is a funny guy!.. (:
i just love the day out with friends & fun at the party!..
thanks alot peeps!.. u guys made ma day & put a smile on ma face.. (:

i still cant get to sleep.. ):
hmmm.. oh ya.. annie mei working tml sia!..
if i happen to go to cwp, i'll drop her a visit!.. (:
lalala.. i got sore throat already.. dies.. ):

`berls

oh ya!.. peeps!.. who wanna go for prom?!..
PLEASE GO.. aha.. cos we're lack of pple!.. (:
alrites.. tt's what i see in melvin's msn la..
so peeps, just go for prom night lei!..
u wanna bring whoever also can la.. (:
but make sure tt person pay la.. aha!..

wees!.. HISTORY!..

2005-11-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

aha!.. history paper!.. (:
RUSSIA came out!.. ):
i din rmb anything much but aiya!.. all common sense.. of cos can do!..
might not be able to score well for 2(a) but sure can score quite well for 2(b)..
hee.. source-based questions still alright!.. (:
thou me & Pat.G studied on War on Pacific but hopefully we can score for our essays la.. (:
THANKS A ZILLION ma bro, Pat.G!.. (:
cos at least i rmb everything on war of pacific.. aha!..
went to her hse ytd to study!.. (:
i learnt smt new.. aha!.. tita & tito!.. (:
i dunno if it's spelled tt way.. (x

alrites.. made a fool outta maself.. (x
it's fun to be ard with Pat.G cos u'll go siao siao!.. (:
after paper today, went homee with Pat.G..
GOSH!.. her bus came first la!.. ):
aha.. suffered under the hot sun alone?!.. ):
oh wells.. we're just so funny.. discussing abt the paper in toilet!..
aha!.. the toilet nobody one expect for us!.. (x
i like ma sis-in-law's voice cos it's damn sweet!.. (:
no wonder bro like her so much!.. aha!.. (:
NICE COUPLE!.. loving ever sia.. wees!.. (:

gonna go out later.. hee.. going moses tt party.. (:
ermmm.. peeps!.. bukit panjang plaza, they're opening up cafe cartel & starbucks!.. (:
they wanna hire cooks & waiter!.. (:
so any of u interested, do find out more ya!.. *smiles*
JOSH JOSH JOSH!.. aha!.. gonna meet up with her SOON!.. (:
been so long since i met her?!.. tt's like 1 yr plus ago.. *faints*
aha.. sure got lots to catch up with her.. wees!.. (:
harry pitter movie soon!.. cant wait..
ohhh!.. Oliver twist & just in heaven as well!.. (:
i love ma life.. simply enjoying it to the fullest.. *winks*

22nd NOV i gonna love tt day!.. YESH!.. sis got the TICKETS..
hee.. gonna catch "TWIST OF FATE"!.. (:
wondered what should i wear tt day..
i'm very proud to say tt i'm blessed!.. hee.. (:
alrites.. i gonna SLEEP already.. *smiles*
22nd nov is the last day of our papers!..
EVERYBODY JIA YOU!.. wees.. (:
i wish all of us LUCKS.. *smiles*

`berls *yawns*

wees!

2005-11-18T10:48:00.000+08:00

bored

2005-11-17T03:16:00.000+08:00

I'M JUST BORED!.. aha.. all these.. wells..

thanks to ba ku teh in potty!.. (:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

`berls

aha~..

2005-11-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

I CANT SLEEP AT ALL!.. ):
i miss ma cousins!.. ARGHS!.. ):
i wanna climb tt rambutan tree with them!..
i love to eat rambutans!.. aha..
miss those crazy times we have!.. ):
DAMN IT!.. i wanna hug every of ma cousins!.. hee..
looking forward to visit them!.. wees.. (:

later got POA paper 1 lei.. ):
piangs!.. arghs.. i nv study..
not even history!.. dunno what to study for history too..
ermmm.. ma digital camera is already okay!..
ready for collection mans.. hee..
nvm.. shall go down on wednesday to collect it.. (:

wells.. i just cant sleep at all.. aha!.
ermmm.. nvm.. went to timah market just now..
daddy's hungry & get some carrot cake.. hee..
as for me.. got maself just 2 small siew mai for dinner..
dunno what to eat also la.. so sian..
dun have appetite at all lei.. ):

smsed with so many pple!.. aha..
lalala.. i wanna get tt starhub plan!..
i wanna ipod nano & nokia N90.. (:
i dunno.. it just seems i wanna so so so many things.. hee..
i'm happy.. oh lalala!.. saw ma sayang AIN today!.. hee..
i love the red hair girl!.. she's a hot one..
oh i miss the girl working at metro..
cos she's silly & she's cute.. aha!..
she wears braces too!.. tt's make her more cute!.. (:
alrites.. i gave her ma pen hor!.. cos her pen no ink..
i've done a good deed tt day.. aha!.. it's the day i chill with friends at lot 1..
wees.. miss tt day so much.. aha!.. (:

ahhh.. damn.. tomorrow got paper.. cant meet josh!..
sorry girl.. make it up to u another day ya?!.. (:
friday dunno got interview nots arhs.. aha!..
if have cant attend moses's party already lei!.. ):
i'm looking forward to 22nd nov!.. hee..
cos i might go to esplanade to catch twist of fate with sis..
if only sis wins tt tickets!.. hee.. *prays*

`berls

arghs!..

2005-11-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

i learn something new!.. hee.. the wrod is bastos..
am so happy.. hee.. (:
lalala.. shouldn't tell u guys abt it!.. (x
i gonna learn tagalog & malay.. *laughs*
i wanna learn thai too!..
aha.. ermmm.. wells.. (:

ermmm.. POA is totally SCREWED!.. ):
nvm.. got paper 1.. hopefully i can do it arhs!..
HISTORY paper on friday.. HELL lei.. ):
wells.. it's Jonathan & Izwan birthday wors!.. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BOTH OF THEM!.. aha!..

*Mahal kita*

`berls

art papers

2005-11-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

art paper.. SCREWED!.. *laughs*
out for ytd's dinner + today's breakfast & lunch with sayang & ADI!..
went mac to eat.. *smiles*
hmmm.. i simply love sayang!.. aha..
ADI is great!.. hee.. he's funny..
i'm laughing ma ass off mans.. (x

ermmm.. wells.. headed home after that.. hee..
online for a while then chat with bra meer..
yesh yesh!.. he sent me songs!.. cool!..
ma comp got more songs liao le lo.. (:
aha.. then went to bath & out again..
slept at 6pm.. woke up at 9pm.. (:
din touch accounts at all.. damn..
i'm letting maself down.. arghs..
but i dun have motivation at all!.. ):

i simply love ma daddy today..
JUST TODAY!.. aha.. cos he bought me mango!..
it's been long since i eat mango okies?!.. (:
juicy mango & it's sweet.. *smiles*
HUMPH!.. but still i prefer strawberries!..
too bad no strawberries for me.. DAMN!.. ):
went to check ma downelink!.. hee..
RHEY took such a long time to reply me..
aha.. nvm.. i'm interested what she had done in school..
tt's why the school expel her mans!.. cool lei.. aha!..
wondering how's the school system in PHI..
i've learn a new phrase.. hee..
KUMUSTA KA means "how are u"..

`berls
-i need to sleep again- (:

damn day..

2005-11-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

woke up ytd in the noon & went to raffles with sis..
studied only chapter 1 of history!..
aha.. hmmm.. went causeway point & met up with mum..
shop ard too.. bought some stuffs.. mum's pocket got a big hole now..
lols.. got ma fav chocolates!.. thanks mum!.. wees..

met up with friends at lot 1 mac after i left causeway point!..
i love them so much.. hee!.. esp mj's mama is there too!..
carol too.. aha.. talk abt lotsa stuffs mans.. hee..
wells wells.. mj's mama coughing badly.. ):
hopefully she will get well soon.. *prays*
chilling session is still okies thou.. (:
am so tired after a day out.. *faints*
went home ard 11.25pm like that lo.. hee..
then sis already hm.. she went out with her friend.. (:
hell.. she told me abt her friend.. then i was like WTF!..
aha.. tt guy damn rich la.. *faints*

i slept at 5am.. aha!.. just couldn't sleep at all..
sighs.. chatted with friends online too.. hee..
ermmm.. slept till 12pm then woke up..
aha.. went out then.. met Jessica & Jia jia.. (:
studying session is still alrites.. lols
i only cover 1 damn small topic on accounts.. (x
i seriouslly got no mood for papers at all..
losing ma motivation already..
moreover i'm tired of papers!.. *arghs*

nvm abt tt.. tml is art paper!..
i din do anything at all yet.. aha..
alrites.. really think it's gone case for me le la..
moreover.. most of ma paers are screwed.. ):

`berls

weesss..

2005-11-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

damn tt fucking construction going on lately..
shit ass mans.. so damn fucking noisy..
it woke me up just like tt!.. *arghs*
moreover.. sis received a call from haly..
damn ass.. damn tt fucking jenny tt's creating so many shits in the office..

i'm lack of sleep.. arghs.. so tired..
went to panasonic building.. took digital & mp3 player for repairs..
i freaking like sis's hair.. hee.. (:
oh wells.. met mum for luch at sakura..
din really have appetite at all.. sighs..
am too tired & i have fever.. damn!..

aha.. took a shower & slept at bro's room..
i love him at times & i do dislike him at times..
hee.. his bed with softies ard.. love it!..
esp tt teddy tt sis bought for him on his b/d!.. (:
lalala.. sleeping with bro tonight.. YEY!..
gonna play some board games.. wees..
am slacking now mans.. aha.. dun have mood to study already.. ):

been slacking the whole day.. *laughs*
wells.. then somemore i'm like sleeping the whole day like tt..
ermmm.. did i mention?!.. those transgender so damn chio!..
saw them at changi there.. dad bought me there ytd..
drove ard 7 show me abt.. hee..
think i gonna spend more time with family.. (:
at least they're real & they dote me more.. hee..
thou sometimes there's disagreements & stuffs..

i miss ma great-grandma.. a pity she's not here anymore..
sighs.. i just miss chatting with her & all..
she used to bring me ard.. play with me..
but ya.. sad to know someone dear had already passed away..

i dun feel like going for art paper.. ):
am so tired & i dun even know what to do..
sighs.. so damn sian now la.. arghs!..
hmmm.. might be going out with sis tml again.. hee..
i'm happy cos i saw the guy i used to like for 4 yrs..
no other than JEROME ENG YAN XUN!..
he's the guy i like in pri sch!.. aha.. (x
hmmm.. in fact he's the only one i like for so long mans.. hee..

Ollie ased me, am i so sure i gonna be crk8 for ma life..
i told her i'm not sure what gonna happen in the future..
however, i'll definitely wanna have a child or 2..
but am sure tt i like girls & i got no feelings for guys now..
i do look at guys.. i admire some of their style & sense of dressing..
but it doesn't means tt i'll like them..
i'm afraid to step into any kinda r/s cos i dun wish to be hurt..
somebody ask me how i define "love" but i just smile..
however it can be smt good & bad..
dun u think the good times spent were so short?..
but yet it's bad when it ended & u're hurt deeply for long time..

even thou how hard one moves on & get over those unhappy times..
but still, the good times remind u of someone..
someone tt is once dearest to u had left u memories..
be it ur family, friends or one of ur ex(s)..

`berls

shit ass..

2005-11-12T03:10:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY, 11th NOV' 2005

HAPPY 21st YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MUM & DAD (:
the two old couple!.. haha.. (x

math paper 2.. gone case for sure!.. ):
went for breakfast cum lunch with friends..
kuan, jess, sherie & fang.. (:
went to KFC.. hee.. then saw pri sch friends.. (:
it's nice.. chatted awhile ya!.. aha..
walked ard & went over jess's place with sherie..
watched "charlie & chocolate factory"..
it's the 2nd time i watched tt.. *smiles*

oh wells!.. waits!.. saw vanessa too!..
yesh.. tt chio girl from ma pri sch!.. (:
still so chio as ever mans.. aha.. *thumbs up*
i like her smile & her pair of eyes.. *winks*

jess's dog is naughty.. aha!.. (x
shouldn't mention abt it.. later jess kill me sia!..
hmmm.. kinder choco!.. nice.. i love it..
thanks a zillon girl!.. wees..
franciso at home too.. woahs..
but facing the comp whole day?.. aha..
bad for eye sight sia.. *shakes head*
am so proud of him.. as he's the bowling captain.. (:

slacked ard 6 plus in the evening then left jess's place..
took samw bus as sherie then changed bus home.. aha..
wells.. smsing all the way through with pauline.. (:
talked abt job & papers.. hell damn shit!..
papers.. sucks.. arghs!.. cos i know i din do well!.. ):
i reached hm at ard 7.10pm.. yups..
took a bath & rest for a while.. wees..
buddy yiya called me asked me go cashew heights..
but i din go & meet her thou..
went loryang with parents instead.. (:

the day is tiring but enjoyed it thou!.. (:

SATURDAY, 12 NOV'2005

was kinda stress mans.. over papers.. ):
din have enough sleep as well thou.. arghs!..
now finally got itme write blog.. wees!..
oh wells.. chatting with honey bear now as well..
aha.. she's like a robot!.. all thanks to tt bald boss!..
Lise sounds nice, aint it?.. i like her name..
gonna go out later.. hee..
damn ma digital cam spoiled!..
gonna ta it for repairs!.. (:
i'm lazy but left with no choice.. :S

oh ya!.. told mum abt ma plan.. (:
abt ma results.. what if i fail how many sub & all..
it depends.. might be taking private or retain..
if it's i fail 2 sub, i'll take private..
if it's i fail 3 sub or more.. i might choose to retain..
mum's been damn nice.. i dunno why..
or izzit i just realise not long ago?..
wells.. think i gonna spend more time with parents mans.. (:

oh did i mention?.. ma sis got a cute haircut..
look like PL uh!.. aha.. shit ass!.. am so jealous!.. ):
tt day went town & it's like.. hell mans..
it's been long since i went town.. (:
however got a trim.. but not much diff thou..
i'm looking for prom night!.. aha.. with tt group of friends!..
wells.. heard rey is not going.. he's still deciding.. ):
damn.. i go cos of him!.. he better make it mans..
or else i gonna scold him.. arghs!..
cos he's going overseas & ya.. alot of pple sure gonna miss him..
esp the babi gang & all.. rey is cute!.. (:

`berls
-i need more sleep- ): nites

arghs

2005-11-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

shit ass mans.. damn.. papers today.. arghs..
physics paper especially!.. ):
totally can throw the paper la!.. damn!..
eng still alrites la.. so far easier than what cher given us..

wells.. i hate mens!.. sucks.. ):
cramps are all i have.. damn..
Gerald & Don, thanks so much!.. aha.. (:
arghs.. tml gonna go Panasonic Service Centre!..
need ta Digital cam for repairs mans..
i hate to travel tt far.. *arghs*

gosh.. i think i'm abit insanse.. aha..
insanse over things.. lil things going ard..
or rather should i say i get excited easily?!..
i like ma sayang!.. she so funny.. aha!..
ain sayang also cute like hell..
especially when she tied her hair!.. (:

`berls
-blessed to have u-

arghs

2005-11-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

m.s, u shouldn't feel bad abt our past at all..
we have wrongs in some ways..
it takes 2 hands to clap..
so ya.. dun feel bad abt it..
cos i din blame u at all.. (:
we shall be friends as long as possible, alrites?..
all the best for ya papers!.. *smiles*
shall see u at prom night..

i din wanna think of u but pple reminded me of u..
it may seems tt i dun care for u anymore..
it's cos i din show it out.. no point showing it out at all..
but deep down i still care a little..
memories are all tt i have.. (:
hopefully ur love life is steady..
since she wanted u so badly & she will do anything to get u back..
best of lucks for ur papers.. gob bless u always..

arghs.. nobody study with me.. damn.. so bored!..
how i wish Jo or Gearld sstay near me!..
best thingy if they are ma neighbours sia.. aha!..
then i can find them study.. disturb them & all.. (x
actually i dun mind travelling to anywhere as long as i can study.. (:

i miss that someone.. someone tt i'm happy upon seeing..
someone tt i'm happy upon receiving her smses..
someone tt's really very important.. just tt someone..

`berls

wees!..

2005-11-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

done 3 papers so far.. ha..
they're easy papers.. but i lost lotsa marks mans.. ):
lost 22 marks for math, 32 marks for ss & 5 marks for chem..
all those tt i left blank.. *arghs*

kill me mans.. tomorrow is english & physics!..
hate tt so much la!.. ):
breakfast at KAP mac with jess, shiks & zah.. (:
we were crazy!.. aha.. i'm abit moody thou.. ):
hell mans.. cos i got ma aunt visit.. shit ass..

chatted with Jo & gerald in msn.. (:
at least i'm not tt bored.. but i'm bored again now!.. ):
just now slept for a few hrs.. damn..
i'm having fever now.. shit ass.. arghs!..
i feel like sleeping again.. i dun wanna study at all..
no motivation at all!.. *screams*

u got what u deserve!.. ha.. all the best..
dun cry mans.. cos u started at a good start..
thus u deserve what u have receive..
haha.. try to cheer up!.. (x

`berls
-cant wait o's to be over-

hee..

2005-11-06T13:31:00.001+08:00

PEEPS!.. JUS WANNA SAY SOMETHING.. (:

good luck to all O's & A's takers!..
all the best!.. it's the last lap!.. JIA YOU!.. (:

alrites.. shall blog when i'm free.. hee..
gonna do house chores already.. ):
arghs.. time is running out.. shit ass.. ):
i'm looking forward what i gonna do aft O's!.. wees..
ta care lots peeps.. (:

`berls

birthday to mama..

2005-11-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

heys!.. something to announce!.. hee..
alrites.. it's a special day for me!..
it's mama's birthday la!.. (:

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY TO U, MA MUMMY!..

mummy, this is for u-: thou i've been throwing temper at u & rude to u at times, hurt u with ma words & stuffs.. i'm really sorry abt it, pls give me some time to change for the better, will u?.. u've been showering me with care, concern & love no matter what happens.. i know it breaks ur heart when i do tell u abt ma personal life & all.. but ya.. i dun wanna hide it from u at all.. it will breaks ur heart even more if pple tell u what they see.. i hope u understand.. thou i said i dislike u at times, but mum, deep down, i truly love u.. i dunno how to express it out or rather to tell u that i love u.. so i'm typing it here.. it's because of u, i'm here in this world.. *hugs*
i'll try to acheive ma goals & give u good life in future..

`berls

sighs..

2005-11-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

woke up in the afteroon ytd..
then left hse at 3.20pm..
went out till 9pm then i reached home..
slacked the whole day out..
din study at all.. ):

ermmm.. today same too.. slack at home.. ):
wells.. it's friends birthday today!..

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JESSLIN & PAULINE
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO GABRIEL
-lucks in everything u guys do-

miss honey bear.. she's busy with her work..
damn.. why are we so far apart?..
everynight when she's online, am so delighted!.. (:
she's really sweet.. wondering when she's coming spore!..
ma another close friend!.. love her bits!.. *honey bear*hugs*
i hope she's feeling better!..
life moves on still with or without the person u like..

wells.. ytd when i checked ma mails..
wondering if i should delete one folder.. *sighs*
told honey bear abt ma past..
she told me not to deceived maself..
honey bear is right.. cos i still think of tt "person" at times..
maybe i just miss that "person"..

alrites.. going buddy's hse after bathing!.. (:
slacking i suppose so!.. yesh.. might be fagging too!..
wees.. i'm just so damn BORED at home!.. ):

`berls
-i told u tt i love u so-

bling bling!..

2005-11-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

31at Oct'2005

wees!.. Ytd whole day at home..
8pm then left hse to see doctor.. (:
wees.. smsing with Jesslin.. *laughs*
she's really funny!.. cute too!..
same goes with pauline!.. (x
alrites.. shouldn't mention how they studied..
really laughed & brighten up ma day..

hmmm.. there's a total of 6 kinda medicine i gonna take!..
hell.. tt's alot mans.. but i got no choice.. ):
guess what!.. aha.. went intochine with sis & her friends joined us later..
thanks to michelle for the tickets.. (:
bought from her.. hee.. she's really hot!..
it was fun tt night!.. really fun!.. hee..
quite a number of the pple dressed up!..
lalala.. took a photo with a ang mo guy..
he dressed as a lady.. aha!.. cute!.. (:

music there nice!.. wont regret going there mans!..
oh ya!.. got 2 girls french kissing while dancing!..
damn.. it's really very very hot!..
their bodies.. but the most hottest part is when they're kissing!..
saw Dp, Poh Yee & their friends.. (:
hmmm.. wells.. i think Kris went there with her friends too..
saw someone tt resemble her alot!.. aha!.. (:
Olinda Choo was there too!.. alrites.. she's like much more skinny!..
pretty ladies all over & dudes ard too.. *thumbs up*

i love those pple.. they're so nice & fun!..
especially those ang mo.. *woahs*
aha!.. their bodies so nice, sexy & hot.. *drools*
wells.. azreen was there too.. she danced with sis..
i was kinda pissed off.. dunno why i'm feeling this way either..
i just dun feel right when they danced.. *sighs*
we left indochine at 3.20am..
alrites.. reached home ard 4am.. slept at 5am..

1st Nov'2005

woke up at abt 10am plus.. cos got smses came in..
then i left hse around 11.45am.. (:
went to KAP mac to find Levees to study..
KAP mac alot of pple.. so noisy.. cant really concentrate at all..
wells.. then Jesslin & Pauline came too.. at about 2pm or 3pm..
hmmm.. blah blah blah.. saw Ivan, Moses, Reynold & BRATHER meer!..
hee.. BRATHER meer so cute!.. he sang while sitting on someone's lap.. (x
aint he funny & cute?!.. really feel like laughing but i din..

hmmm.. left KAP mac with 5/1 pple..
i headed home 1st then went to meet them again..
went to Alexis's place.. the void deck there..
chatted with Jesslin, Ren Feng & Yiya.. (:
then we went to Mitra's hse which is at blk 413..
watched the korean show.. nice nice..
Levees intro one.. aha!.. shall pass her the VCD after O's..
it's Yiya's one.. hee.. lalala.. (:

ALEXIS'S brother is so so so cute!.. (:
he sure gonna be a handsome guy when he grow up!..
oh god!.. i love kids.. they're cute.. not all.. but ya.. aha!..
told Jesslin abt this.. if ma family cant accept me for being a les..
then the only thing is to get married but i'll divorce with ma husband for sure..
or perhaps.. ma husband can be a gay..
then we just get "married" to shout our parents up!..
the cert is just for a show.. he may bring his partner home..
i may bring mine.. aint it great?.. aha..

however i cant predict the future..
who knows what will happen next sec?..
am i right to say so?.. (:
wells.. life is always like tt..
it's like riding roller coaster!..
thrilling & exciting yet fear smt might happened..

2nd Nov'2005

i'll be meeting friends later..
gonna study.. hee.. hopefully i can forcus.. *prays hard*
time is running out.. but am still slacking..
din really take revision seriously at all..
thursday having lunch at swissotel resturant with family..
then evening time i'm going padang with friend!.. (:
going for concert.. hee..

`berls
-i wont speak in fear of losing u-

chi..

2005-10-31T16:18:00.000+08:00

Chi paper today.. OH GOD!.. it's terrible..
i lost 25 marks in paper 2.. ):
never mind.. dun wanna care abt it.. aha..
i'm trying ma luck only.. (x

lunch with miguel & jonathan..
aft tt we headed home.. hee..
alrites.. called mikko at 7.30am like tt.. (:
ma honey bear wished me lucks.. thanks!.. *hugs*
she's going to enjoy herself tonight!..
aha.. party sia!.. envy her!..
i still gonna rot at home.. ):

alrites.. seeing doctor soon.. *arghs*
i hate medicine!.. nvm.. force maself to ta medicine then..
hmmm.. hell.. hopefully by thursday i'll recover.. (:

`berls
-honey bear!.. craving for more-

moviess

2005-10-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

OLIVER TWIST!.. i gonna catch tt on movies!..

hee..

2005-10-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

i had it enough.. so sick of things going ard at home..
ma sayang number 2 should know what happened..
sayang sick lei!.. ):
aha.. then today nv go airport study at all..
hmmm..hopefully sayang get better.. *prays*

now watching channel newsasia!.. so nice.. wees..
chatting with tonsic now.. *smiles*
she's really funny.. aha.. told me abt her love life..
then told me tt she helped her boss washed car.. *faints*

anyways.. daddy's coming back tonight..
i'm looking forward cos he bought perfumes!.. (:
so happy.. FINALLY perfumes!.. *winks*
oh gosh.. i gonna text Kent later to wish him happy birthday..

`berls
-u lifted me high up-

weess..

2005-10-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

ytd went back sch.. hee.. actually nv go back one..
but at home too sian.. somemore sayang went back!.. (:
ermmm.. was at study area.. then doing some chemistry questions!..
wells.. Jesslin smsed me.. she's very funny..
cant stop laughing!.. *winks*

studied till 3pm like tt then we ate pizzas!.. (:
paid $10 each.. shared with Eileen Bok & Charline!..
aha.. then it's like there's 16 pieces!.. but we din eat them all!..
we gave some away.. hee..
5/1 pple really so crazy!.. fun to be with too!..
aha.. ma sayang also sia!.. love her bits!.. *wees*

ermmm.. Pat.G & Charline so damn siao siao!..
shake tt pesi bottle!.. then played around.. passed around & stuffs..
really laugh non-stop mans!.. *gosh*
me & Pat.G went to library at 4pm then left at 4.30pm..
dunno what's wrong with her or rather what's wrong with me..
we both keep laughing.. blah blah blah!..
we're like crazy!.. Pat.G so hyper active like tt!..
once i look at her, i cant stop laughing..

hmmm.. the she showed me photos in her hp!..
nice nice.. not bad.. aha!.. (:
ermmm.. Pat.G so cute!.. so funny!..
alrites.. think i abit siao siao le..
better stop mentioning abt her.. (x
later pple thought i like her!.. *faints*
aiya.. i dun like her but i love her!..
she's sucha funny person.. (:
ma siao siao hyper active brother!.. aha!..

hmmm.. studied till 8pm then left school..
i had been doing chemistry for the past few days..
i din touch any chinese can!.. *faints*
somemore ma chinese is on monday!.. *shakes head*
am so damn tired & headed home.. aha!.. (:

slept quite early ytd night!.. am dying mans..
hmmm.. woke up at 9 plus this morning!..
then met up with brother & mum for lunch at causeway point..
ermmm.. walked around.. then came home..
was still as tired before mans.. *sighs*
later gonna try & force maself to study abit of chinese.. ):

gonna catch some sleep already!.. (:
tomorrow going airport with ma sayang to study.. *smiles*
oh ya!.. saw this malay bung just now at causeway point!..
she's really handsome & style can!.. *gosh*
eye candy sia!.. aha!..
better stop it.. later ma sayang jealous.. (x
chey.. like real ma sayang wont jealous one.. *laughs*

`berls

whatever

2005-10-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

i'm sick of u.. very very sick of u!..
what the hell.. ur attitude just sucks so much..
so bossy & all.. u always wanna pple to give in to u!..
what the fuck!..
i'm vulgar, so what?.. i am a vulgar girl.. tt's me..
vulgar & nasty with ma words.. (:
i dun wanna care abt how u feel.. cos u behave in this way too!..

totally disappointed with u & angry with u!..
tml no need to work?!.. what the hell..
going out for drinks with friends & all..
dun u remember what happened tt night at indochine?!..
what happened to ur friend & u?!.. and in the other 2 guys sent u girls home?!..
i wonder if u will get drunk & smt happen to u tonight anots!..
whatever tt's gonna happen, u bought tt upon urself!..

nothing much to blog abt ma day.. it's still okay..

`berls

lost soul

2005-10-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

went back school.. took the art paper 2.. O's level questions de la..
went to study area to study..
hell damn fat ass told me to leave the school cos i aint wearing sch uniform!..
nvm abt tt.. went to KAP with sayang milan & ivan..
sonner later we saw wan ting & paula..
fat ass told wan ting to leave as well cos of her shoes..
WHAT'S WRONG WITH FAT ASS!..

reached KAP then studied the QA topic.. (:
50/54 for MCQ!.. so happy..
cos i understand the whole thing FINALLY!.. (x
ermmm.. studied only tt topic for the day..
aha!.. was so tired but gonna push maself to study.. (:
asked Levees to join us at ard 7pm..
cos she was all alone.. bought her chocolate!..
ma favourite chocolate hor!.. aha!.. 1st time buy for her chocolate arhs!.. (:

ermmm.. left KAP at around 9.20pm like that lo..
hee.. we boarded the bus.. then chatted abit..
then Levees alighted le.. hee.. then i alone continued the journey..
just got home not long.. then switched on TV & watch channel U!..
so nice.. aha.. the guy is i like one!.. Levees asked me watch!.. (:
nice nice nice nice nice nice nice!.. (:

sian.. tomorrow going back school.. then think afternoon i going cycling..
hee.. Levees so hardworking & she knows her work well!..
really admire her!.. i mean "XIN SHANG" this kinda girl..
cos she's like well-planned for everything she wanna.. *thumbs up*

i'm feeling so confused.. mixed feelings & all.. ):
whatever.. ma sis is totally so damn freaking bossy!..
cant stand her attitude at all & oh damn god!.. she got one fucking rotten foul mouth!..
wonder how she's gonna get married mans!.. to hell she goes..
if she aint gonna change for the better..
then i think she can say byebye to her future!..
hate it when she's behaving like this!.. HATE HATE HATE!.. *arghs*

`berls
-i still miss u but u dun know-

slacking

2005-10-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

sighs.. like slacking for so many days.. hell..
i'm not motivated to study at all can!..
was like so damn sick now.. feel so weak.. ):
moreover.. the fucking noise pollution is killing me!..
what's with the life upgrading mans!.. i see no point of it..

ma voice is so damn terrible.. oh gosh.. feel like dying..
damn!.. was like kinda depressed.. *arghs*
anyways.. i've put aside all the things she given me..
FINALLY i done tt huh.. oh wells.. laugh if u wanna..
i know i'm silly & i should have done tt long time ago..
whatever.. i not gonna think anymore..

wells.. anybody going back sch?.. wake me up & ask me back..
at least somebody to push me a lil further?..
aha!.. wells.. prepared for the worst already la.. sighs..

sometimes i wonder why pple tend to get over someone they love once deeply, so easily..
izzit really love or just puppy love?..
for everything both had done together & been thru together for so long..
not within a month of break-up & u said tt u no longer like her?..
what the hell.. u fucking know tt u hurt her so much?..
to think she pamper u & all.. what more do u wanna from her?..
dun like her anymore, then still wanna be close as before!..
aint u making use of her?.. why are u sucha fickle-minded person?!..
why cant u make ur own decision?.. u aint her & u dunno how she feels.. it's true..
but why not u try to put urself into her shoes?.. what if someone treat u this way?..
will u be happy?.. come on & use ur brains to think can!..

u fucking stop all these & make her suffer!..
if u're still a human, spare a thought for her, okies?!..
or rather do some soul-searching..

`berls

LOVE?!..

2005-10-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

love is something horrifying but it can be something great too..
it depends how one is gonna look at it or to feel it..
pls dun let all these affect ur studies cos u're gonna regret..
i've been thru all these & i truly admit tt i really regret now..
i dun wish to see anyone to walk the path i once walked before..
i believe anyone can move on & get over someone they once love
someone whom they once shared everything with..

`berls
-to who it may concern-i care cos u're ma friend-

hee..

2005-10-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

was sick.. then was sleeping the whole day..
i woke up in the noon then taken ma lunch..
done abit of accounts.. then slept till 5pm like tt..
wells.. ma voice is terrible.. *gosh*

ermmm.. O's approaching.. damn hell!..
nvm.. shall go back sch to study la..
too much noise pollution going ard.. *sighs*
i miss so many of ma friends!.. ):

i've composed a sms today.. aha!..
nth better to do.. cos was so damn bored!..
i just like composing sms.. wells..

i wanna go cycling more often!..
cos by doing so, i feel more relax.. (:

`berls
-i dunno what i'm feeling now-

graduation day..

2005-10-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GABRIEL LOKE!.. (:

went back sch for graduation day.. hee..
ermmm.. tot mum wont be able to attend but she did..
was so happy till joy or tears almost roll down ma cheeks..

oh wells.. it's a crazy day for me.. hee.. keep taking photos with friends..
with 3 of ma sayangs as well!.. aha..
was kinda sad to know tt ma new friends will be going overseas..
Milan & Yi Moon.. Milan going US & Yi Moon going Canda..
i din wanna them to go.. *sighs*
but i know i cant stop them at all.. so wells..
i know i will cry if i were to send them to the airport aft O's..
really gonna miss them lots mans.. *sighs*

was so so so so HAPPY!.. hee.. cos took photo with Gabriel.. (:
at least i can keep the photo as part of ma past memories..
took photo with Conon as wells.. ahaha!.. (x
ermmm.. oh ya!.. Pat.G too!.. i simply love her new hair-cut!.. (:
took photo with Cinda, Thalisha & lots more.. wees!..
took abt 100 over photos!.. *laughs*
i'm not in all of them la.. aiyoyo!..
anyways.. Paula's baby brother is very very cute.. hee..
Ms Poh loves babies.. can tell mans.. aha!..
was so happy to see Ms Poh in school thou.. (:

hmmm.. aft graduation day, then went to meet up with sis..
had a tiring day mans.. aha!.. (x
wells.. i'm hyper active all the way till now!.. *wees*
tomorrow's reynold's birthday mans!..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REYNOLD!.. (:
gonna miss u lots once u're at US.. ):

hmmm.. Pauline, Jesslin, ma mum & Daniel Chia birthdays coming!..
i haven even think of what to get for them!..
someone help me can?!..
Pauline & Jesslin birthday is on 4th Nov, ma mum's on 5th Nov & Daniel Chia's on 6th Nov..
and boom!.. 7th Nov is our 1st O's paper.. *time flies*

AHH!.. i forgot.. Piggy Boy & me took photo as well (:
hee.. lalala.. it's a happy day for me.. *winks*

wees!.. i love the day itself.. (:
tml going town i suppose so.. hee..

`berls
-pls show me some light & bring me outta darkness-

sighs..

2005-10-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.. aha!.. (x
i'm sick.. *sighs*
got sore throat & fever.. damn!.. ma nose blocked!.. ):

i going back sch later.. wees!..
practical paper.. i confirm will fail de la.. aha!..
dunch care tt much cos it's over..
anyways.. prepared fror the worst already lo.. (x

hmmm.. so confused now!.. aha.. shall not mention abt it..
wells.. milan so funny!.. aha.. ma new friend..
she's one nice comapany.. we shared the same sayang AIN!..
opps.. alrites.. i lose tt bet to AIN!.. tt pen is black!.. HUMPH!.. ):

`berls

-u dunno tt i still care-

FUCK..

2005-10-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

wasted ma time in sch.. whole day like free periods!..
hmmm.. FUCK one.. it irks me so much!..
the way some fucking person speaked!.. to hell she goes!..
like pple owed her smt arhs!.. think of it la..
fucking cocky tone & tt sickening face!..
spoiled ma whole day mans..
i shall give her 1 cent & ask her get herself a life la!..
ohhh.. 1 cent will be just nice for her.. ha!..

milan so funny.. yesh.. love her company!.. hee..
we teased Paula!.. aha!..Paula herself knew what's going on.. *hints*
wells.. was talking abt our personal stuffs..
Jonathan was there as well!.. *smiles*
like he's the only guy there lo!.. aha!.. (x

Jia Jia came over to ma place.. then i bath & slept till 5.10pm..
then i changed & headed back sch with Jia Jia.. (:
the night was still alright.. *smiles*
shit maself.. i din know O's paper starts so early..
i was like, "din it starts on the 16 ot 17 of Nov?"..
i cant find ma entry proof mans!.. dies!.. ma practical how sia..
hmmm.. really cant think of anything.. hopefully mummy helps me finds it..

aiya!.. calvin nv called me back.. wanna confirm with her the chinablack thingy tt she told me!..
cos i asked Jo along.. i so like wanna go lo!..
indochine with milan once after O's!..
everything is nicely planned already!.. (:
yesh!.. milan is going for the prom night!.. *smiles*
tt night gonna be crazy for me!.. *wees*
i gonna win tt bet, wait & see!.. *smiles*
it's BLACK not BROWN!.. *ain, u gonna lose to me*

`berls

hmmm..

2005-10-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

din sleep at all till this morning..
then went back sch & headed to examination centre to hand in O's art..
all our confidence sank down when we saw other's art work..
nvm abt tt.. some CHIJ girls just give tt kinda stare.. *hell*

ermmm.. wells.. then headed sch.. ermmm.. dropped ma spec at art rm..
then went to ta it.. Milan accompanied me.. (:
ermmm.. i din study awhile.. nono.. i mean i did do some physics today..
hee.. met Milan in town at 4pm like tt.. then met up with Ivan they all..
Met Ivan, Brather Ameer, Reynold & Moses at PS!.. (:
saw some crk8s.. hmmm.. got one bung look alike Jess lei.. but doubt is her la..

hmmm.. Milan is so nice & funny.. i like talking to her.. wees!..
the day is unforgettable one!.. *smiles*
HAPPY BIRTHDA?Y TO IVAN YEO!.. (:

`berls

am too tired to blog.. nites!.. (x

wees..

2005-10-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

it's been raining since morning.. *shivers*
it's really cold!.. ):
wells.. kinda pissed off with sis..
she's really too much.. she expect pple to give in to her..
mum thinks so too..
really got nth to say abt sis mans.. *gosh*

why cant she just change for the better?..
she wont i know.. cos she's stubborn..
she's not one tt change for pple ard her..
perhaps if i were sis, i'll feel the same way too..

hmmm.. was really sleepy & tired.. aha!.. ):
ermmm.. then Jesslin & Pauline came ma hse study..
i was really quiet.. i din talk much.. wells..
cos dun wanna make them lost their concentration..
other than tt.. Jesslin knows why i'm so quiet..
called calvin just now.. she's really crazy one!..
aha.. but am glad tt she's really enjoying herself!.. (:

Jo called & i'm really shocked..
wells chatted awhile with her..
i know how she feels.. seriously know..
then kinda like sad as well.. cos think of Gekko..*sighs*
moreover, the music playing is a chi song.. very sad de..
i did almost tear but held back.. cos Pauline & Jesslin in front of me only..
i really suck at consoling pple..
am so sorry abt it.. *sighs*
wells.. gonna go sch tml at 7am.. seriously need help!..
i gonna sleep in bus on ma way to examination centre..
i cant get to see Jo & Serene.. ):
the time they reaching examination centre, is the time i'll be back in sch le..

ma day is still alright!.. (:
i guess & thought i've moved on.. i thought i've already stop liking..
but i realise i din.. i never once stop liking her..

wells.. carrick is so sweet.. hee..
he's really a nice guy.. smsed me ytd said wanna study today..
waited for his call but he din.. so i suppose he forgotten abt it?..
whoever is his gf is gonna be very xin fu..

`berls

wees!

2005-10-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

been so tired & lifeless.. am falling apart man..
gosh.. hmmm.. was really confused!.. mixed feelings..
i dunno why.. but wells.. i've been distracted the last 2 days.. ):

hmmm.. wondering if i'll even get into poly nots..
so afraid but however i've prepared for the worst already..
wells.. monday gonna go back sch!..
then need ta art to examination center..
wonder if i'll see Jo there or perhaps Beverly..

oh wells.. went town with Jess after lessons in sch..
then we went separate wasys cos i meeting sis for lunch..
thought Jess could join us but she headed home..
felt kinda like bad cos like i left Jess just like tt..
oh ya.. there's Waterfest event!.. COOL!..
hee.. so many babes & dudes!.. the babes so damn hot!.. (:
the dudes are really handsome & their bodies.. WOAH!.. aha!..

ermmm.. i gonna finish ma art by sun!.. humph!..
yey.. i wanna sleep le.. wees!..

opps!.. i forgot smt.. aha!.. SIS GOT 2 tickets for FREE!..
she get to catch High Tension tt show!.. it's R21.. ):
i cant go with her. damn it!.. *arghs*
heard tt she took part in dunno what shit in fridae then win 2 tickets la.. aha!..
gosh!.. anyways.. i saw ma the type of girl i like!.. there's total of 3 of them.. wees..
happy day!..

Carrick might be coming ma hse to study.. Jesslin also.. hee..
finally arhs.. i dun feel so lonely at home!.. (:
hmmm.. alrights.. think i gonna turn in now.. (:

*u linger in ma mind more often than u know*
*i tried hard to forget but i cant*

`berls

hee..

2005-10-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. late for sch.. not late actually..
cos it's raining.. (x
wells.. day in sch still alrights.. (:

done ma art.. almost done & i gonna complete it tml.. ):
ermmm.. she smsed me.. hee.. but i kinda showed her attitude in the reply..
sorry mans.. wells.. was told abt a letter thingy..
only me & paula knows abt it.. it's really stupid la tt letter..
got smt to do with Yi Moon as well.. *laughs*
he's the male lead.. aha!.. (x

hmmm.. was so damn tired today.. got mock test as well for math!..
goodness shit, i got only like 25% of the overall marks.. aha!..
wells.. think i'm really too tired to do tt paper la..
ermmm.. went home with Carrick & his friends after night study..
actually they intended to walk but changed their mind..
or else might bump into melvin if we're walking home..

anyways.. luckily Carrick helped me carried ma art stuffs..
really appreciated tt alot.. (:
was abit too noisy today.. was like so lame.. aha!..
Yi moon they all shld know abt it.. especailly at the night study.. (x

hmmm.. wells.. ytd after night study went KAP mac with Sam & other sch mates.. (:
then we left at ard 10.20pm like tt.. wells.. took cab..
Sam paid for the cab fare!.. aha!.. (x
was like kinda the "bowlers" night out..
cos sam, me, chi chiang & wen quan from bowling team..*laughs*
i really miss those trainings.. *arghs*
gonna find pple out for a game right after O's!..
i really wonder if ma skills had already deproved.. hmmm..

oh ya!.. ma sis really rocks!.. thou i really hate her at times cos of her attitude..
but overall, she did taught me smt new.. (:
*thumbs up* wees!..
think sis planning to go overseas next yr.. she's going with tt tanned babe Shung Ru.. (:
they're going overboard to further their studies..
guess if tt really happens, the whole rm will be mine.. (:
it's a good thing.. but it's bad too..
cos i'll be so lonely.. all alone.. without sis beside me..
without her advices & listening ears & a comfortable shoulder to lean on.. ):

but wells.. we cant foresee the future..
just a step a time will do.. (:
*cheers*

`berls

arghs

2005-10-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

I'm TIRED!.. ):
i slept late.. *sighs*
gonna study later.. wees!.. (:

there's still many things i need to edit.. ):
wait till i got time (:

`berls